女人的心是水做的,波濤洶湧時可以狂可以烈,然而,也有靜寂如死時 ..



10/28/2011

[文集]Party and dream..

當知曉,明晚將是派對之夜時,剩存的理智逐漸被瘋狂的行為模式分分銷蝕到僅剩幾絲絲殘餘(像那碎掉的菸草,被人故意擰碎)。從白日時的辣味食物之摧殘病體的愚蠢行徑,到她午后那迷茫中不斷吐出的話,然後繼續運轉,繼續運轉,轉到所有理智都絲毫不剩。

又話說,Tom Waits似乎扮演起助她入眠之要角(抑或是增加酒精使用之慾望?)...

「Today is grey skies. Tomorrow is tears. You'll have to wait til yesterday is here..」

「If you want to go,where the rainbows end.You'll have to say goodbye.All our dreams come true...」 

假想,假想,假想那沒有夢境的睡眠可媲美如死亡(實際上所有睡眠應有夢,可以是好夢惡夢空夢遊戲夢無意義夢充滿意義夢重組的夢與崩解的夢,只是醒了後如喝孟婆湯般的忘記了),那作夢者如她,應該死掉了無數回。又假想那有著夢境的睡眠可媲美如重生,那作夢者如她,也應該復活了無數回。


「Baby up ahead
And it's out where your memories lie
Well the road's out before me
And the moon is shining bright
What I want you to remember
As I disappear tonight
Today is grey skies
Tomorrow's tears
You'll have to wait til yesterday is here...」


Yeah, She loves you, wants to be with you to party, dream, die and be alive... 

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